UIUC. what a place, i've never seen so many pretty girls concentrated in 10 square mile radius before. Maybe it's something about the big boobs here. ( lol ) anyway not like i really care... my schedule is packed and i'm out here to experience the american way.
Some stuff happened and as i sat in the lecture hall contemplating my fate/life, i realise if i stayed back home maybe it'll all have been the same. ( in the smaller sense of the word) everything here is upsized so in a campus of 50,000 students everything runs self sufficiently, a system which i approve of greatly.
I think about sitting in a lecture in SMU, would it have been the same? about the people i already know there. the kind of life i'd experience. maybe. . . . my heart's heavy. Uncertainties; definitions, boundaries, are we to live by these? Looks like when they say a whole new life it's really that huh? didn't know a single soul and had to make friends all over again.
The people i care for back home... are just ... back home. What can i do when i'm 10,000 miles away.. . . .. ?
Some stuff happened and as i sat in the lecture hall contemplating my fate/life, i realise if i stayed back home maybe it'll all have been the same. ( in the smaller sense of the word) everything here is upsized so in a campus of 50,000 students everything runs self sufficiently, a system which i approve of greatly.
I think about sitting in a lecture in SMU, would it have been the same? about the people i already know there. the kind of life i'd experience. maybe. . . . my heart's heavy. Uncertainties; definitions, boundaries, are we to live by these? Looks like when they say a whole new life it's really that huh? didn't know a single soul and had to make friends all over again.
The people i care for back home... are just ... back home. What can i do when i'm 10,000 miles away.. . . .. ?
posted by Mark at 12:17 PM
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Hey Baby markie..WOW~!BIG Boobs huh?go get yourself an amg moh gf..seriously..haha..Glad tt there are so many pretty gals ard..Enjoy while it last *Baby KareN*
remember the many-worlds interpretion? no pt thinking of what ifs ya. carpe diem~
haha some things never change huh. ie your checking out girls. :P well make the best of what you have there; not many people have that opportunity to start anew. :) no point thinking what if.
-cher
yo mark my man.
take gd care of yrself and update more often! =)
miss ya..
val
yo bro, don't forget 1/4 your holland v gang is 3 hours drive away. we must meet up sometime.
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